triple D

 Dear Dare Devil,


When you had my heart, i never wanted to be with anyone but you fucked me over and now ill take anyone but you.


-Me

I fall, I rise, I make mistakes, I live, I learn, I've been hurt but I'm alive. I'm human, I'm not perfect but I'm thankful.

• Greatest thing in life is finding someone who knows all your mistakes and weaknesses but still finds you completely amazing.
• Dear Past, thank you for your lessons. Dear Future, I'm ready. Dear God, thank you for another chance
• Any dream that keeps you from sleeping is a dream worth having
• Confidence is silent. Insecurity is the loudest one in the room
• Take a risk, follow your dreams, and listen to your heart no matter what it tells you
• You can’t just wish change. You have to live the change in order for it to become a reality
• If she has a wall up it's because it was built. Brick by brick, lie after lie, heartbreak after heartbreak
• To be successful, you must decide exactly what you want to accomplish, then resolve to pay the price to get it.
• We all at certain times in our lives find ourselves broken. True strength is found in picking up the pieces
• No dreamer is ever too small; no dream is ever too big
• Life is full of downhill thrills, uphill climbs, and a few crashes. Wear a helmet and enjoy the ride
• Before you try to change others, remember how hard it is to change yourself
• No matter the situation, never let your emotions over power your Intelligence
• Don't look back and ask why. Look ahead and ask why not?
• A creative man is motivated by the desire to achieve, not by the desire to beat others
• Always remember that, no matter how useless you feel, you're someone's reason to smile
• The world is full of beauty, if you choose to see it. The way you see life says much on the way you see yourself
• There's always a time when life brings you down, but there's also a time when you learn how to get up again
• Some people are like a slinky, they're not really good for anything, but they're still fun to push down the stairs.

Captain America- More like Captain A**hole

 I met Captain America a few years ago at Golden Boy's house. He was GB's best friend and GB is my cousin so we were bound to meet. Captain  wasnt the kind of guy where i was like:  OMG i need him! It was more Oh hey hes cute... walk away.I knew he stared at me though and I know he talked about me. But I was young and stupid and I was like Eh. I in fact forgot all about him after he graduated high school and left for whatever. So out of boredom I found him on Facebook and added him and he accepted and like that we started talking and he told me that he was in the military and was actually in Afghanistan at the moment. But he started telling me that he always liked me and always wanted to be with me and that I was his one and only. now, I've been dragged around by a lot of guys and I know that I fall too quickly but I fell for him and he seemed perfect. NO GUY IS PERFECT! So he came home to his base and told me month after month that he was coming home and that he was going to come see me and treat me like a princess because he loved me and wanted to be my man.  Well he never came home to see me at least, he came and made excuse after excuse to not see me. he in fact ignored me and still is. Hes no where near my man or my prince charming like i thought he was. Well hes not. Never will be. Hes an a**hole and hes not that great I don't even know what i saw in him. But I'll say this. He broke my heart, into a million little pieces... i just wish he knew it but hes too cool for the "girl of his dreams". thanks a**hole

The Rain is washing you out of my hair...or so i thought

Its been awhile since i actually sat down and wrote something worth putting out to the world. Its the beginning of the year and i'm realizing more and more that each year starts and ends the same. Last year ended with the one guy that i had a crush on forever finally holding my hand and kissing me and telling me that he loved me and i couldn't believe that it was happening. It seemed perfect but the downfall was that he had to go back to the Midwest for school. And then a month later i found out that he cheated on me, so i cried like every girl who just got cheated on by the one guy that mattered, and i blamed myself for it. Saying that i wasn't good enough and that i deserved it. I got so mad at him and then he got depressed and told me that he didn't mean anything by it it was out of drunken rage.(officially hate drinkers). he told me that he still wanted to be with me and i almost went back to him because i really liked him and i really wanted things to work because he was the first guy in a long time that could make me smile and talk to me and not get bored. But i didn't but i still talk to him, everyday. He still says i love you and i say it back. I played a song chorus over and over in my head and i keep getting suck on the same words that he said to me that are in the same chorus. " I've done something so terrible im terrified to speak but you'd expect that from me im messed up ill be blunt... im so many thousands of feet off the ground im over you now im at home in the clouds where the rain is washing you out of my hair and out of my mind.." i miss him and i don't want to. hes the reason why i don't want a boyfriend anymore... </3 sorry to those i lead on, or hurt i know how it feels now and it sucks so bad.